I received this poem on 18 April 2011 while I was struggling with the huge internal changes and transformations that were happening to me. With this poem came a huge sense of peace and surrender. For me this was a real felt sense of being held and guided by Grace, and truthfully I feel that it brought me to a new level of surrender...
Blessings to one and all
E x
Spring Clean
Effortless flowing eases through my limbs
Opening doorways I never knew
Secrets come tumbling forth
I am unprepared
Yet a Silent Voice speaks
Trust little one
All is well
This is but a spring clean
Openings after openings
The tightly wound becomes undone
Frightened & scared
I sit alone in my mess
Yet a Silent Voice speaks
Trust little one
All is well
This is but a spring clean
Fury spews forth
Tumbling down into sorrow
Endless openings
Of feelings denied
Yet a Silent Voice speaks
Trust little one
All is well
This is but a spring clean
I sit in despair
All of me is unhidden
There is no escape from me
I am scared, I am lonely, I am undone
Yet a Silent Voice speaks
Trust little one
All is well
This is but a spring clean
Finally in all my sorrow
I begin to listen to this silent voice
Noticing the openness
from all the openings
The Silent Voice speaks
Trust little one
All is well
This is but a spring clean
I notice the gaps & spaces
And drop into the silence left behind
My inner world stills
My spring clean is done
Received 19 April 2011
Openings – inlets of Grace
Causing relaxations
Freedoms to be released
Simple truths bring earth shattering beauty
My heart rests and my soul begins to sing
Softly at first
The love is gentle yet flowing
Waves of peace break onto my shores
Endless lappings eclipse my doubt
My days of fear are done
Rest comes easily now
When all the fight is over
I imagine this is what death feels like
The final release into the gap to beyond
Effortlessly my body is surrendered
The screaming child within is satisfied and at peace
Beloved I look to you in wonder
Did you know?
Have always know the endless opening
That was available when I took the leap
Rest easy little swan
Your transformation is complete
Be in the moment
The piece where all life stands still
Effortless ease embraces you from all sides
Your fight against what is – is finally done
Beloved centuries will pass and I will go on loving you
There is no boundary to the infinite
Silence is your closest ally
Your easy opening into my sea of love
Ever present
Ever flowing
Invites all
All of you must dive in
Nothing is left behind
No pattern or logic can call you back
You are my eternal child
There is nothing you can do to create a rift in this sea
It is but a choice to give yourself freely to this love that we are
And in that leap of surrender
The ocean of the universe fills every gap
With grace so that all of you is supported,
Held and christened in this sacred waters of grace
You are always held
- yet it is the sacred action of the fall
That allows you to experience love meeting you as you leap
Fall into my love and in the falling you realise
All that you fall through is also my love
Noticing that the you who is falling
Is not the you – you thought you were
But the you who you always are
Beloved true all encompassing love
Love falling in love with itself
The ultimate act of selflessness
A dying to who you thought your self to be
And a remembering of who you truly are.
The only question that remains is....
Are you ready to Leap???
Received 20 April 2001
Beloved, what wonder you can see touch and feel
You in all your wondrousness often forget
the simple pleasures and joys that surround you in every moment.
You wear clothes to shield you from touch
You spend hours with electrical equipment which can never
offer your eyes the depth of joy natural views brings you.
Your life is disconnected with who you truly are
- you become disconnected with your unique wondrousness.
Beloved the time has come for you to awaken to your own sensuality.
You ability to sense your way through life
To open your heart, mind and being to fully experience what is around you.
When was the last time you put your bare feet on the earth?
When was the last time your body rested on a natural surface?
So often you ‘go out’ into nature yet you never touch it.
You keep your shoes on – you daren’t take them off.
Now is the time for you to choose.
Do I want to connected or disconnected?
It is a simple choice
If you choose connection
Physically get outside and touch the world in which you live.
Touch the concrete and the grass,
The telephone poles and the trees.
Feel your way like a human surveyor
Let your senses bring you into connection with your environment.
Now once connected allowing your emotions to show what feels good and what feels joyful.
Then do more of that.
It is not for me to tell you what you prefer or what brings you into alignment
– its for your own internal experience to guide you into living again.
Silence speaks through the wisdom of your heart
Yet you do not trust it
Instead you go outwards for answers you never find
No person can give you what you seek
It can only be awakened
Then it is up to you to open to this and begin to trust this silent voice within
There is so much the mind seeks to understand
Both the conscious and subconscious are in a constant state of flux
Realities are shifting and the norm no longer exists.
In every moment a new template is created.
So in every moment you have a choice
Do you create it out of trust or out of fear.
In these times of great flux.
You are beginning to see and feel
The difference of a reality created
From love or one from fear
Trust me, little one
It is not about choosing
The ‘right’ one
Or the one based in love because I said so.
It is about feeling your way
Through these realities and then beginning
to discern which choice brings you more joy.
My aim for this planet
is that it is a planet filled with joy laughter and an abundance of love.
It is however up to you to create this.
There have been many wise ones who have spoken about the path of surrender and joy.
The way you choose doesn’t matter only the choice is important.
Noticing every time you choose love it dissolves another bit of fear,
Just like light dissolves the darkness.
Remember the avatars and the wise ones, the saints and the sinners all had the same choice.
The truest meaning of sin is choosing fear over love.
This world of yours is transforming as we speak.
A Dynamic paradigm shift is awakening
this cosmic choice is in the very DNA and energetic bodies of every living thing.
Trust in this opening it is a hugely grace filled time.
Yet the terror of change is upon you.
Who will you be if you change?
Who will you be if you do not?
All of this frantic seeking for answers that only the being with the new reality can offer
is making you any many others like you crazy.
You are so used to choosing your fear filled lens
that you have forgotten how to trust.
Beloved there is nothing to fear.
Listen to me now.
I go before you and behind you and I can carry all your fears.
There is nothing I cannot transmute into this love that I am.
Your only task is to release the fear to me.
Admit that your scared, frightened, confused, angry ,upset….
And decide to hand it over me.
In this cosmic handing over of your burdens – you are actively choosing love.
This very act can and does transform lives in an instant.
Surrender your need to carry your burdens.
It is the weight of this fear consciousness that makes an experience heavy and hard to bear.
If you were to choose to surrender the fear and allow yourself be held by me and your angels.
Then choosing love will be effortless.
So starting right now beloved
Choose 1 burden
1 way in which you are choosing fear in your life.
Now imagine in your mind’s eye
Wrapping up all that fear, pain sorrow angst and fight into one big beautiful parcel.
Imagine placing it in your heart and giving it your final blessing.
Then release it.
Bowing and honouring to this suffering and handing it over to me.
Your infinite self.
Open up and relax your body, being and mind.
Allow your muscles to release and relax.
Open up to this new state of awareness
- the absence of fear.
Experience it
What is it like for you in this instant?
If there is any pain or fear left
Just take a moment to release that too.
Be like a child innocent in the gap and allow love to reveal itself to you.
This process maybe subtle so just keep aware of what
your body, mind and energy feels like.
Allow this state of grace to open you up and hold you.
Let this love that you are,
That I am, create a reality based on love.
In every second a new reality – a new now
Experienced through the lens of love.
Sometimes vulnerable or insecure
But always safe and protected.
Trust this love that you are will keep creating more love in your life.
This is automatic – there is no need to keep choosing love –
You are pre-programmed and if you notice fear arising
choose again to release it and let it go.
Give it your blessings and surrender your need to carry it.
With every breath I am there beloved.
Trust that I will hold you throughout this.
All that is required is the ability to admit your own fears
– to surrender them and release them back to me.
I can transmute all things in an instant for I see only perfection.
Every living thing is perfect in my eyes
Even the presence of fear.
When I hold fear in its own perfection it transforms back into love – this that it always was.
Fear is just love dressed up.
This dressing causes so much suffering.
So now is the time to surrender it.
Let it go back to me.
And rest easy in the love that remains
I look forward to our next chat
In all love
The Silent Voice.
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